Poem #7

Crying

Why cry on a strangers shoulder,

when you have a best friend

Why lean on your priest

when he'll be there until the end

Boys do strange things,

things I cannot explain

Boys do these strange things

to cause me hurt and pain

Sometimes when I am alone,

I just want to cry

I want to rip off these peoples heads

and then lay down and die

I feel like the word is closing in,

closing in on me

but when I close my eyes at night

angels aren't what I see

I see people I knew,

from a long time ago

I let these people fade from my life,

but for what reason? I'll never know

It's strange,

and I sometimes wonder why.

That when I close my eyes to go to heaven

I want to cry.

These aren't the angels,

no they can't be

These people are waiting,

waiting for me

I dont know what they want,

I can't even imagine they still remember what we had

But then again they were the ones who always said

''We'll be best friends until the end''

Freaked out by what this meant,

I didn't believe that there was an end

So I let them go,

my very best friends

I admit,

I'll love them all to my death bed

for they were the ones who were letting get their shirts wet with all my love tears I'd shed

Forever we'll be,

but only at heart

For in distance,

We're thousands of miles apart

.....

Well here I am,

dying in a hospital all alone

I want to call my friends from long ago

cuz we always said we'd never be to busy to talk on the phone

Since I let them go,

I don't know what their numbers are,

or why they live

For all I know they are stripping naked on some bikini top bar

This is a sad way to end my life,

but it has to be done while I am here

For death is coming soon

something we can't fear.......

Written By ToxicGurlz43

of http://groups.msn.com/HeavenlyNights